Some things I never thought I'd do
February 9, 2006
Deidre – 22
Los Angeles, CA
1 daughter (3 mo)
I am having so much fun being a mother. Leah is a wonderful baby. It’s everything outside of my relationship with her that frustrates me.
I always knew I would have children and a family but I never pictured myself as a single mom -maybe a divorce down the line (although hopefully not) but never starting out by myself.
Now here I am with my little angel wondering why her father, who was so excited about her coming into this world, is too busy to see her.
I know there are a lot of single mothers and I know I can take care of Leah by myself, but no matter how strong I may seem, I am so hurt inside.